My love for you will never change.

Don't tell me it is over.
and i hope it is only just begun.
But......
Pointless.
Useless.
Hopeless.

I'm really have a feeling towards you right now.
is like a OH MY GOD !
But i just don't know why.
I had a feeling towards you suddenly.
Bless me.

You still not belongs to me.
and i am not your owner too.
We are just...somebody who meet somebody and need somebody to finish our course only.
just like client or customers :')
I can let go anything.
but i can't let you go.
People always say that i will hurt myself more if i don't give you up.
At first , i say it's okay.
Because you are special to me.
and i keep pretend that i am fine.
So i won't get hurt like those people.
But...
Still...
a pretending.
I am fucking hurts now.
The happiness is over.
but the hurts had begun.
I think i should find ways to cure myself.
I need time.
I need to be busy all the time.

Today is velentine's day.
Gonna say HAPPY SINGLE VALENTINE'S DAY to myself :')

Yap pei ying. I am not willing to give you up !
I love you !