I tried but I can't forget you.
I tried to not think of you.
I tried to not talk about you.
I tried to not hurt you.
But still i can't forget our strange memories.
I can't forget your sweet voice.
I can't not avoid you.
It is getting harder and harder as the days go by to fake being okay.
I never want to feel this way again.
I refuse to let anyone close to me again after you.
If I did or said something to upset you , I apologize.
However , I do really appreciate it if you talked to ME about it , NOT to everyone else !
I tell you how i feel how much i love you but you reject my loves and breaks my heart.
I don't know what i want in life.
I don't know what i want right now.
All i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that ,
and one day , there won't be any of me left.
Don't just look at me from the outside , get to know who i really am ,
and see that deep down i'm really hurting.
THAT IS LIFE AND I HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT.
I try to be strong for everyone , look at them if everything is fine.
Don't know where i am going , yea i'm smiling.
I am acting tough to show that i don't love you.
Each and everysecond i said once i can take any pain but this is too much , i will wait for u endless , either i will live with you or with your memories.
If i would be able to live only one day with you , i have nothing to fear.
Just for you. YPY
